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| i want to take beautiful polaroids.
i want to write great bass lines for the birds.
i want to love what i'm wearing, & feel confident that i look good.
i want to be the best friend/lover/fighter/musican/artist/cook/writer that i possibly can be.
i want to walk out into the hills, a forest, a field, a beach, with a cup of coffee some morning and let the feeling of really belonging to the beauty and the beauty belonging to me become overwhelming to the point of tears.
i want to stare, agape at architecture.
i want to read every single ayn rand book 10 times.
i want to be free of cynical thoughts, of held notions, of shelled-up responses.
i want to be honest to others, and thus ultimately true to myself.
i don't want to hold back. i only want to push forward.
i don't want to be too content with my life ever.
i don't want to be so hard on myself about everything.
i don't want to second guess my friend's intentions.
i don't want to be judgemental.
i don't want to be jealous.
i don't want to let the little faulters, the lapses in judgement, the careless words shatter my world.
i want to be completely me. and for that to be completely okay. not because of other's tolerance, but because of my own ability to be someone who can show all sides of themselves, and still be a desiriable person. i don't want to be afraid anymore. i refuse to be.
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| i miss camp. so... there.
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| the next time it's cold i'm gonna wear a flannel shirt. and you're gonna LIKE it, you little... |
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| the time for music is now. & i will make it happen. |
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